lonely..no?

this is what a lonely man wants.




























..dun ask me where to get this bed...i dont know! Im not lesbian!



Wey, how abt lonely woman? Haha.



Maybe taking a baby panda as a pet?



































Aww..super duber cute. Love the fur and the smoky eyes!



Ok, so result is out and im grateful for it. Hehe. Went to school today and saw many friends. So everyone are considering itb and ubd. And when ppl ask me where im heading to, it's kinda bothering me as i cant give them a definate answer. Anyways, leave it to God and have faith in HIM.



Im happy dat i went to school today, saw my fav and my cuz! My fav pass by while i was chatting wit emie. Gosh, the eyes..so so small i realise but powerful enough to mesmerise a person. Lalalala

happy now...later?

Okiez, u know what? I cant expect dat i have something to be cheerful about today! Im not sure if i can still maintan this mood later. I just got a call for interview just now!! It's from bandar (again) but dat not the main point,the main point is dat this co. is a very creative co. !!
I never tot i will receive a call from them since they didnt contact me afteri send my portfolio for 2 weeks. I tot they see my portfolio as a rubbish.To remind you again, dat co. design is very creative (the most creative inbrunei i can say)! Omg, i cant believe it!!!
Dang, hope that later my result dont spoilt my mood eh.

but then, they sed thy call me back on monday, will they be lyt dat another co. which dont keep promises? hmm...never mind la. Leave it to fate.

*Fingercross* & *toe-cross* too.

counting ..

okiez..i start to feel the intense growing inside me. Omg, please let it be good! Once again, i wanna complain a lil bit here. stupiak result..y so fast out? Gan zhe qu dou tai meh? zhen shi tao yan ah!! Cis!

Somehow, i quite surprised with someone. I always tot he is a shy guy..but sekali he can be a very sweet-talker. Wow...i never tot such a person will says such a thing to me. So to my conclusion, a surrounding will definetely change a person!

My recent fav songs: xiang shui (perfume) by mayday.
This song is so rock and can bring out a happy side of a person. bla bla bla

brief update

ok..this will be my first post in 2007. kinda late huh?

Anyway, lately been crazy downloading adobe photoshop brushes and experimental it.
Also, lately been rajin trying to online to see when the result will be out. Sigh. Why the rush eh?
Let us relax more bah..im still not prepare for my mom's nagging!

coming to an end

2006 is about to come to an end. My 06 resolution have not fullfilled. It really need miracles to have it done so in short..IMPOSSIBLE! Feel so weird everytime it's time near the end of the year. Anyway, i actually hate 2006. Had many unpleasant memory in this year and i cant wait for 2007 and Chinese New Year! Bcuz im hoping for a better luck, a better new beginning. And hopefully, more GOOD tao-fa! This year really sux, no tao-fa at all!

Currenty im learning adobe ilustrator and gif animation. Wow, it's really hard to learn and worse, so slow to load! Hope that i can master it in little time!

Feel kinda cb for that cb co!! They promised to email me the assigment and until now i havent receive anything! I emailed them my design that thy ask me to do in 1st place. Still...nothing is heard from them! Damn! Im not really angry la but i hate the way they manage things bah! Lyt so irresponsible! No wonder the 3rd co. strongly dont recommend me to work there! I hate undecisive people! Strongly hate these ppl!

I wanna watch "the curse of the golden flowers"!! I wanna see jay chou and also those pumped boobs. =P Not sure will it banned in Brunei o not eh? Hmmm...

y?

Beh song!!! BEH SONG! Why suddenly he offline!

Haiz! Haven dig out his gossip then he offline liao! Bleh!

But then so touched that he still remember me. So cute of him!

haiz! I miss him la..and also my cuz!

Gosh, i really miss my cuz la!!

Now i realise, it's been a month there no eye-candy for me. Im waiting for new flavors :)

to move o not?

So worried! I really need to buy more office outfits. Look at my closet andsurprised that there's nothing that i can wear for interview. Sigh. My wallet have been bleeding since last decade. What's worse, my phone is still notyet repaired. Hate the person for doing things so slow. Really need i tbefore friday! Days without mobile is really so inconvenient!!

Feel kinda nervous for the interviews on this coming saturday. I still feel that im not that fully prepared. At this moment, i only have abt 3 designs that i think they will satisfy? Blar...im not in the designing mood now.Not that semangat to design now. How?!

At the moment, im quite "angry" at the Kb co for not replying me. I SEND 2 TIMES MY CV and why dun thy jz reply?!! I hope they will hire me so i can not to move up to bandar.

Finger-cross, S co. please HIRE ME!!!

Sigh. Im not sure what i want. Half of me wishing to go bandar and half of menot willing to.
Reasons i wanna go bandar:1) Get REAL experiences so that my paths after uni will be smoother.2) Get to know many ppl 3) Freedom 4) I wanna get used to "urban" life b4 i go to my dream school (lame excuse eh?)
REasons i wanna stay:1) Low expenses2) No transport problems3) Still can watch Astro 4) No need to move many things up 5) see my cat everyday

graphic

Sigh. Im bored! But i rather be bored than getting sick worrying about my exam.Haha.

last week i asked my brother to buy the adobe photoshop cdrom.I waited anxiously for the cd, i cant wait to master my skills in such a short time.

Instead of buying the software, he bought the e-book.

Haiz, why my brother also so blur one? seems like my whole family are blur2. Maybe blur runs in my family?

Anyway, so far i only can make graphic with ACD fotocanvas. It has some similar tools to adobe but not enought to expand one's creativity.Hehe.


this my jay =)


i love making twins

my fav

Not forgetting my butane

waiting!

Something stupid happened today.
I went to my house's toilet this afternoon. My brother was already waitingoutside for his turn. I opened the door and I ALREADY FEEL MY BROTHER's PRESENCE by his fingers at the door. He walk past me and i turn up (he isvery tall alright) and I SCREAMED and said " Xia down wo!"(frightened me!).My brother gave the "what da heck?" look and go in the toilet. I then jz walkup to my room.
VERY STUPID ISNT IT?! WHY AM I SO RETARDED ONE?!!
Possible reason 1: Study too much chemistry? Possible reason 2: Sleep too much?Possible reason 3: Imbalance diet.
Talking abt imbalance diet, FOR THIS FEW MONTHS, i eat so little! Part of thereason is that i hope my face can slim down. But the main reason is that i lazy to eat. I dunno why but i starts to hate eating rice, maybe bcuz therice quality starts degrading or what, but it taste so so PLAIN and starchy!I hate it!
So i alwayz skip my lunch if not my breakfast is also my lunch. When it comesto dinner, if no satay "jiang" i usually jz eat a very small portion of rice.If got satay "jiang", my plate is FULL OF RICE!! YuM Yum.
Due to this diet, i still dont quite understand...WHY DOES MY WEIGHT STILL NOTGOING DOWN?!! Do u know how much i weight?! Malu to tell here..but i could saythat it is above average. =P
Being a physic student, i reasoned out one of the possibility:
Since weight= mass x gravity
Could it be that the gravity has increase?! Maybe too much pollution is goingon which could lead to increase in gravity?!
SO PLEASE STOP POLLUTING THE EARTH!! IF NOT EVERYONE IS GETTING MORE "DENSE"!
RECYCLE! REUSE! REDUCE!!

haha..wateva it is.

My goal in this holiday:

-Improve my sketching

I must draw this picture perfectly! Eventho i dunno who is dat but i love the pose!

-Learn adobe photoshop!

no mood wei

I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY!

IM WANT HOLIDAY NOW!!

16 nov come FASTER....!!!!

my another blog

i just set up my wretch accn...nothing much in there but if u got nothing to do...
please feel free to visit

www.wrecth.cc/blog/kenna180

Cute old man

Today i had my phy P5 practical...as predicted...circuit really do come put!
Die..dunno how to connect the equipments..

I says to myself...
"Ok..+ve to +ve, -ve to -ve..easy wah!"

Then after finised connecting...die..why ammeter still remain zero?
Think think think...dun care la...so i take wrong readings.

At this very moment, the invigilator came over and see my paper. I was like,
"Ay..y see see ah this old man? Make me stress ah!"

Then this "old man" disconnect my circuit o! I was lyt "Ay?!". Then he says
my connection wrong and says connect this way..then mr.N come also to help me.
And said, "follow the diagram..so i carefully connect..

Almost finish connecting...but was really unsure how the last piece of wire
go to...then this "old man" come to see me again. He observe my circuit and
give the last piece of wire i left nearby the sink. SO CUTE!!

Finally! the ammeter got reading liao!! Yeah!!

I quickly take the readings and plot the graph. Then after that i realise
i forgot to change the mA to A!! Die again "-_-

BUt i really thankful for the help =) still...i hope he dun deduct my marks,
he sendiri come help me one oo..i didnt ask for help...hehe =)

Blar~~ my plan to save money to buy "my girl" vcd to enjoy this holiday have
to be postponed =( So lee dong wook...i have to see ur handsome face in a
longer time yea. Sob sob sob.

I cant really remember was it a dream or reality that my mom once told me
"Study? Where got the money o?" Today then this seemly conversation flash
into my mind. But so unsure was it a DREAM OR REALITY?! Kiah-kiah eh!!
I want to study asap and quickly step into the society! Hope dat conversation
is just a dream....please let it be. If not...i go find jay chow and ask him
to marry me. Wahaha.

Another dream that really bothers me is that i always dream that i have a
VERY SERIUS DANDRUFF PROBLEM. The dandruff is so digusting..it's in big
pieces! I always dream that i use my finger to brush thru my hair and carefully
remove them. Scary!

my my

Jz read someone's blog, kinda touched by his character. How could
he be so cute and kind at the same time?! Really hope i can make friend with
such a person. It's kinda hard to find a person to really appreciate small
things in life and always positive towards the world. I really hope i can know
such a person!!!


I just read goh kiat chun's blog and found out he actually is someone who
DONT takes life for granted. This is so nice of him. There are some other
part that reflects his appreciation of life and dat really touch me. He got
the personality that we actually should learn from him; to constantly remind
ourself how lucky we are and to appreciate everything. Another thing that
amaze me in his blog is his usage of chinese! WOw...he really writes like a
taiwanese! Cool ye?

Another thing that really amaze me: Fahrenheit album is in Top 2! Just next
to my darling's "Still fantasy" album!! Is Fahrenheit the next F4?!! Oh No!!
Dont let it be! I dont want to see some aunties going crazy over them.

OK..i finally understand wny bruneians ads is so "unattractive"!

The answer is THE CAMERA!! They simply use d normal camera and put it into ads!
No wonder it the pic quality not good eventho d concept and graphic design
is ok. That's the main prob. Secondly, it's bcuz of the model they use...
not photogenic and give more lame pose. The art director obviously just
antam-antam do their work. I doubt if this position really exist in Brunei.
Hmmm...

the main cast in my girl so shuai eh! Ngam my type! Wee!

the seventh day

school starts tomolo!! I lost my voice! I hope tomolo there's no one wants me to talk loudly across a room or wateva dat's needs my loud voice to explain anything.

My homework haven finish yet. :( And i have a hard time on doing it. I dont quite understand wat the heck am i doing also. Bleh...amazing how a memory can be wipe out dat easy.

Thanks to my great sickness...now i dun have the mood to study. I have lost my inspiration too. That's bad. bla bla bla

Jay's latest album..kinda dissapointed eh. WHAT HAPPEN TO U JAY?!! Bla bla bla...
But u know what..it's a good thing dat u mumble up your lyrics..u know why? Bcuz if u do dat..ppl dun quite understand what romantics lyric u have there and this makes those desperate ppl not dat sad and desperate for a girl. as mostly desperate ppl listen to too much clear love songs and makes themselves more sad like he is the most poorest guy in the whole universe. Haiz! Good work jay! ;P

SURI!!

Tom and katie's baby is SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!! It's the prettiest baby i ever seen.
Fal in love with her alredi!! CUTE!! baby looks like japanese to me. But still CUTE!!




Tom and katie's baby is SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!! It's the prettiest baby i ever seen.
Fal in love with her alredi!! CUTE!!

leehom ad

everytime i saw this ad..all i could do is stare...Leehom so shuai..too shuai!!

But i dun get it..wat does "power" mean?!

There's another celcom "power" ad which feature a very famous football star (not sure abt his name). He looks kinda sad in the ad and it make me laugh. Hahaha

talking craps...

blar blar blar~

I need someone to constantly give me encouragement...not by nagging...not by force..
but by LOVE!! Wahaha...wat da heck?!

Need inspiration! Need the pushing force!

Where did all those ppl go? Why is my mobile so silence one? I know why..no cr.
No cr..why no miracle happen? Why no ppl generously send me easi no.??!! WHy Why?!
too many whys..i need to rest now. Byez.

What i crap blog i post again. hehe. =P

world...

due to my heavy and sharp headache...i went and took a nap this afternoon. Surprisingly, i HAVE A NORMAL DREAM!! Dream of family and make me think a lot after i wake up. If only we are alwayz together. Sigh.

Been thinking a lot lately...why dis and why dat. Bla bla bla. There's so many thing i worried and afraid about.

Really sick of some ppl behaving so indecently. why o why? If only everyone are so nice and nothing called "evil mind" actually exist.

sigh.

wishlist

wee...! finally 18 liao! Thanks everyone for their msg and greetings =)

Yen chee ask wat i want for my bday...

So here's my wishlist that is hard to achieve:

1) Digi cam
2) Car licence + New Car
3) Laptop
4) a VERY MULti-purpose mobile
5) Scholarship in a very well-known design school
6) Osim, the one like belt which vibrate on your fats

Here's my wishlist dat is much more affordable

1) Jones sher kang jun original album
2) Gary Cao original album
3) Jay chao latest album (haven out yet)
4) " The dead of an ordinary dog"
5) "tuesday with morrie"
6) Magazine with Chris in it
7) Eng version of "Heaven is so real"
8) One year supply of "Noodle fans' tomato flavoured mee"
9) Za oil absorbant foundation powder
10) One year supply of Darlie toothpaste
11) A VERY VERY THICK sketch book

dat's wat i can think of... :P

y am i single?

See gary's blog and got one entry he wrote, "Why am i still single?".
So my heart bu yau lian de utter out, "That's because you haven met me mah!"
LOL...

So i ask myself the same question also, "why am i still single?"

Reasons:

1) Most of my guy frens dun eat pork. (plz i dun mean literally..hint hint)
Saw one so ideal but dun eat pork one...no hope!

2) Some dun eat porks one, eat shit one lo. meaning they have dat stupid
and immature personality.


3) Im alwayz taller than guys in Brunei. Ouch ouch.

4) Aiyo, no plum flower luck lo! Follow lilian's too advice also no use one!
Eventho got flower luck, only can attract lakos! Better dun have love
luck at all than attracts lakos! later they sells me to their country! Haha

5) Mostly ideal one have gf already. Haiz. haha

So are you single? WHY?! haha