coming to an end

2006 is about to come to an end. My 06 resolution have not fullfilled. It really need miracles to have it done so in short..IMPOSSIBLE! Feel so weird everytime it's time near the end of the year. Anyway, i actually hate 2006. Had many unpleasant memory in this year and i cant wait for 2007 and Chinese New Year! Bcuz im hoping for a better luck, a better new beginning. And hopefully, more GOOD tao-fa! This year really sux, no tao-fa at all!

Currenty im learning adobe ilustrator and gif animation. Wow, it's really hard to learn and worse, so slow to load! Hope that i can master it in little time!

Feel kinda cb for that cb co!! They promised to email me the assigment and until now i havent receive anything! I emailed them my design that thy ask me to do in 1st place. Still...nothing is heard from them! Damn! Im not really angry la but i hate the way they manage things bah! Lyt so irresponsible! No wonder the 3rd co. strongly dont recommend me to work there! I hate undecisive people! Strongly hate these ppl!

I wanna watch "the curse of the golden flowers"!! I wanna see jay chou and also those pumped boobs. =P Not sure will it banned in Brunei o not eh? Hmmm...

y?

Beh song!!! BEH SONG! Why suddenly he offline!

Haiz! Haven dig out his gossip then he offline liao! Bleh!

But then so touched that he still remember me. So cute of him!

haiz! I miss him la..and also my cuz!

Gosh, i really miss my cuz la!!

Now i realise, it's been a month there no eye-candy for me. Im waiting for new flavors :)

to move o not?

So worried! I really need to buy more office outfits. Look at my closet andsurprised that there's nothing that i can wear for interview. Sigh. My wallet have been bleeding since last decade. What's worse, my phone is still notyet repaired. Hate the person for doing things so slow. Really need i tbefore friday! Days without mobile is really so inconvenient!!

Feel kinda nervous for the interviews on this coming saturday. I still feel that im not that fully prepared. At this moment, i only have abt 3 designs that i think they will satisfy? Blar...im not in the designing mood now.Not that semangat to design now. How?!

At the moment, im quite "angry" at the Kb co for not replying me. I SEND 2 TIMES MY CV and why dun thy jz reply?!! I hope they will hire me so i can not to move up to bandar.

Finger-cross, S co. please HIRE ME!!!

Sigh. Im not sure what i want. Half of me wishing to go bandar and half of menot willing to.
Reasons i wanna go bandar:1) Get REAL experiences so that my paths after uni will be smoother.2) Get to know many ppl 3) Freedom 4) I wanna get used to "urban" life b4 i go to my dream school (lame excuse eh?)
REasons i wanna stay:1) Low expenses2) No transport problems3) Still can watch Astro 4) No need to move many things up 5) see my cat everyday

graphic

Sigh. Im bored! But i rather be bored than getting sick worrying about my exam.Haha.

last week i asked my brother to buy the adobe photoshop cdrom.I waited anxiously for the cd, i cant wait to master my skills in such a short time.

Instead of buying the software, he bought the e-book.

Haiz, why my brother also so blur one? seems like my whole family are blur2. Maybe blur runs in my family?

Anyway, so far i only can make graphic with ACD fotocanvas. It has some similar tools to adobe but not enought to expand one's creativity.Hehe.


this my jay =)


i love making twins

my fav

Not forgetting my butane

waiting!

Something stupid happened today.
I went to my house's toilet this afternoon. My brother was already waitingoutside for his turn. I opened the door and I ALREADY FEEL MY BROTHER's PRESENCE by his fingers at the door. He walk past me and i turn up (he isvery tall alright) and I SCREAMED and said " Xia down wo!"(frightened me!).My brother gave the "what da heck?" look and go in the toilet. I then jz walkup to my room.
VERY STUPID ISNT IT?! WHY AM I SO RETARDED ONE?!!
Possible reason 1: Study too much chemistry? Possible reason 2: Sleep too much?Possible reason 3: Imbalance diet.
Talking abt imbalance diet, FOR THIS FEW MONTHS, i eat so little! Part of thereason is that i hope my face can slim down. But the main reason is that i lazy to eat. I dunno why but i starts to hate eating rice, maybe bcuz therice quality starts degrading or what, but it taste so so PLAIN and starchy!I hate it!
So i alwayz skip my lunch if not my breakfast is also my lunch. When it comesto dinner, if no satay "jiang" i usually jz eat a very small portion of rice.If got satay "jiang", my plate is FULL OF RICE!! YuM Yum.
Due to this diet, i still dont quite understand...WHY DOES MY WEIGHT STILL NOTGOING DOWN?!! Do u know how much i weight?! Malu to tell here..but i could saythat it is above average. =P
Being a physic student, i reasoned out one of the possibility:
Since weight= mass x gravity
Could it be that the gravity has increase?! Maybe too much pollution is goingon which could lead to increase in gravity?!
SO PLEASE STOP POLLUTING THE EARTH!! IF NOT EVERYONE IS GETTING MORE "DENSE"!
RECYCLE! REUSE! REDUCE!!

haha..wateva it is.

My goal in this holiday:

-Improve my sketching

I must draw this picture perfectly! Eventho i dunno who is dat but i love the pose!

-Learn adobe photoshop!

no mood wei

I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY!

IM WANT HOLIDAY NOW!!

16 nov come FASTER....!!!!

my another blog

i just set up my wretch accn...nothing much in there but if u got nothing to do...
please feel free to visit

www.wrecth.cc/blog/kenna180

Cute old man

Today i had my phy P5 practical...as predicted...circuit really do come put!
Die..dunno how to connect the equipments..

I says to myself...
"Ok..+ve to +ve, -ve to -ve..easy wah!"

Then after finised connecting...die..why ammeter still remain zero?
Think think think...dun care la...so i take wrong readings.

At this very moment, the invigilator came over and see my paper. I was like,
"Ay..y see see ah this old man? Make me stress ah!"

Then this "old man" disconnect my circuit o! I was lyt "Ay?!". Then he says
my connection wrong and says connect this way..then mr.N come also to help me.
And said, "follow the diagram..so i carefully connect..

Almost finish connecting...but was really unsure how the last piece of wire
go to...then this "old man" come to see me again. He observe my circuit and
give the last piece of wire i left nearby the sink. SO CUTE!!

Finally! the ammeter got reading liao!! Yeah!!

I quickly take the readings and plot the graph. Then after that i realise
i forgot to change the mA to A!! Die again "-_-

BUt i really thankful for the help =) still...i hope he dun deduct my marks,
he sendiri come help me one oo..i didnt ask for help...hehe =)

Blar~~ my plan to save money to buy "my girl" vcd to enjoy this holiday have
to be postponed =( So lee dong wook...i have to see ur handsome face in a
longer time yea. Sob sob sob.

I cant really remember was it a dream or reality that my mom once told me
"Study? Where got the money o?" Today then this seemly conversation flash
into my mind. But so unsure was it a DREAM OR REALITY?! Kiah-kiah eh!!
I want to study asap and quickly step into the society! Hope dat conversation
is just a dream....please let it be. If not...i go find jay chow and ask him
to marry me. Wahaha.

Another dream that really bothers me is that i always dream that i have a
VERY SERIUS DANDRUFF PROBLEM. The dandruff is so digusting..it's in big
pieces! I always dream that i use my finger to brush thru my hair and carefully
remove them. Scary!

my my

Jz read someone's blog, kinda touched by his character. How could
he be so cute and kind at the same time?! Really hope i can make friend with
such a person. It's kinda hard to find a person to really appreciate small
things in life and always positive towards the world. I really hope i can know
such a person!!!


I just read goh kiat chun's blog and found out he actually is someone who
DONT takes life for granted. This is so nice of him. There are some other
part that reflects his appreciation of life and dat really touch me. He got
the personality that we actually should learn from him; to constantly remind
ourself how lucky we are and to appreciate everything. Another thing that
amaze me in his blog is his usage of chinese! WOw...he really writes like a
taiwanese! Cool ye?

Another thing that really amaze me: Fahrenheit album is in Top 2! Just next
to my darling's "Still fantasy" album!! Is Fahrenheit the next F4?!! Oh No!!
Dont let it be! I dont want to see some aunties going crazy over them.

OK..i finally understand wny bruneians ads is so "unattractive"!

The answer is THE CAMERA!! They simply use d normal camera and put it into ads!
No wonder it the pic quality not good eventho d concept and graphic design
is ok. That's the main prob. Secondly, it's bcuz of the model they use...
not photogenic and give more lame pose. The art director obviously just
antam-antam do their work. I doubt if this position really exist in Brunei.
Hmmm...

the main cast in my girl so shuai eh! Ngam my type! Wee!

the seventh day

school starts tomolo!! I lost my voice! I hope tomolo there's no one wants me to talk loudly across a room or wateva dat's needs my loud voice to explain anything.

My homework haven finish yet. :( And i have a hard time on doing it. I dont quite understand wat the heck am i doing also. Bleh...amazing how a memory can be wipe out dat easy.

Thanks to my great sickness...now i dun have the mood to study. I have lost my inspiration too. That's bad. bla bla bla

Jay's latest album..kinda dissapointed eh. WHAT HAPPEN TO U JAY?!! Bla bla bla...
But u know what..it's a good thing dat u mumble up your lyrics..u know why? Bcuz if u do dat..ppl dun quite understand what romantics lyric u have there and this makes those desperate ppl not dat sad and desperate for a girl. as mostly desperate ppl listen to too much clear love songs and makes themselves more sad like he is the most poorest guy in the whole universe. Haiz! Good work jay! ;P

SURI!!

Tom and katie's baby is SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!! It's the prettiest baby i ever seen.
Fal in love with her alredi!! CUTE!! baby looks like japanese to me. But still CUTE!!




Tom and katie's baby is SUPER DUPER ADORABLE!! It's the prettiest baby i ever seen.
Fal in love with her alredi!! CUTE!!

leehom ad

everytime i saw this ad..all i could do is stare...Leehom so shuai..too shuai!!

But i dun get it..wat does "power" mean?!

There's another celcom "power" ad which feature a very famous football star (not sure abt his name). He looks kinda sad in the ad and it make me laugh. Hahaha

talking craps...

blar blar blar~

I need someone to constantly give me encouragement...not by nagging...not by force..
but by LOVE!! Wahaha...wat da heck?!

Need inspiration! Need the pushing force!

Where did all those ppl go? Why is my mobile so silence one? I know why..no cr.
No cr..why no miracle happen? Why no ppl generously send me easi no.??!! WHy Why?!
too many whys..i need to rest now. Byez.

What i crap blog i post again. hehe. =P

world...

due to my heavy and sharp headache...i went and took a nap this afternoon. Surprisingly, i HAVE A NORMAL DREAM!! Dream of family and make me think a lot after i wake up. If only we are alwayz together. Sigh.

Been thinking a lot lately...why dis and why dat. Bla bla bla. There's so many thing i worried and afraid about.

Really sick of some ppl behaving so indecently. why o why? If only everyone are so nice and nothing called "evil mind" actually exist.

sigh.

wishlist

wee...! finally 18 liao! Thanks everyone for their msg and greetings =)

Yen chee ask wat i want for my bday...

So here's my wishlist that is hard to achieve:

1) Digi cam
2) Car licence + New Car
3) Laptop
4) a VERY MULti-purpose mobile
5) Scholarship in a very well-known design school
6) Osim, the one like belt which vibrate on your fats

Here's my wishlist dat is much more affordable

1) Jones sher kang jun original album
2) Gary Cao original album
3) Jay chao latest album (haven out yet)
4) " The dead of an ordinary dog"
5) "tuesday with morrie"
6) Magazine with Chris in it
7) Eng version of "Heaven is so real"
8) One year supply of "Noodle fans' tomato flavoured mee"
9) Za oil absorbant foundation powder
10) One year supply of Darlie toothpaste
11) A VERY VERY THICK sketch book

dat's wat i can think of... :P

y am i single?

See gary's blog and got one entry he wrote, "Why am i still single?".
So my heart bu yau lian de utter out, "That's because you haven met me mah!"
LOL...

So i ask myself the same question also, "why am i still single?"

Reasons:

1) Most of my guy frens dun eat pork. (plz i dun mean literally..hint hint)
Saw one so ideal but dun eat pork one...no hope!

2) Some dun eat porks one, eat shit one lo. meaning they have dat stupid
and immature personality.


3) Im alwayz taller than guys in Brunei. Ouch ouch.

4) Aiyo, no plum flower luck lo! Follow lilian's too advice also no use one!
Eventho got flower luck, only can attract lakos! Better dun have love
luck at all than attracts lakos! later they sells me to their country! Haha

5) Mostly ideal one have gf already. Haiz. haha

So are you single? WHY?! haha

shuai?

If people ask "Am i shuai(handsome)?"

Here some responses u can consider:

1) If the person is really shuai and with good character,

You can just simply says, "Yes, want to marry me?"

2) If the person is shuai but the character K.O,

You can says,"Yes, shuai 'till my heartbeat skip so fast!"
(which act means his annoying and irritating personality make u
have high blood pressure, so the heart must beat more faster to
normalise the pressure)

3) If the person really not shuai but the character nice,

You can says,"Oh, u so in-shuai!!"
( which means u so shuai inside but not outside!)

4) If the person really not shuai and have a K.O personality

You can says, "Oh, u so next-shuai!"
(which means u shuai la in your next life!)

AUGUST!

I guess i have very little time to be happy this august. This WHOLE MONTH
im having my qualifying exams..AS cum A2..practicals again. Die ar...guess
im gonna bury myself in books. Then maybe i would die due to over-heated brain.

Last night, i had a terrible dream. I dream dat my GP tcher is SO angry
with me and scolded me 'till i kiah-kiah. Then, i having my solo presentation
today. Surprisingly, i read out from the OHP loud and CLEAR! Waseh! 1st time
wor! Praise GoD for dat! Then my GP tcher praise me! So this could proven
one thing, "Dream are usually opposite to reality" Hmm..so does that means
i DUN HAVE THE CHANCE TO DATE WITH G?! Aiyo! Nvmla..i still got Chris! Wahaha.
Hope dat i wont be dream of dating with Chris, if so..then i be sad. =(

I wanna go watch the Royal LOndon Circus at miri la!! Ask my sis to bring
me but she dun wan! So kesian la me, have such a karit sis =( My bday wah
this month! When i was small, i didnt get the chance to watch it,i wanted
SO BADLY to go the circus dat tym. So i dun wanna miss it again! But i guess
there's a HIGH probability dat im gonna miss it =( Aug 20th is SUNDAY! So
anyone willing to bring me?! =) Hehehe. (Hint Hint**)

The career talk given by miss yapp make me kinda stress. MOSTLY all the
scholorship are given to sci student who are going to take SCIENCE COURSES
only one! So sick of hearing ppl says, "I wanna bcum engineer!" When i hear
ppl says this, my heart cries out, "Oh come on la!".

Reasons why i hate ppl choosing engineer:

1) They want a high paid job without thinking they are suitable or not

2) Si yau mian zhi (lusting for PRIDE,praise, bla bla)

3) Follow the trend

4) ENGINEER IS NOT THE ONLY HIGH-PAID JOB LA!!

Hate those people who thinks that ppl going to humanity have "NO FUTURE".
WTF? Going to science filed got many future meh? It depends on how the
person make use of their oppurtunity! Dont make a fool of yourself by saying
that! If everybody goes to science field, u have nothing on your tv to watch.
U will see less and less leng chai and liang moi in TV. U will be surrounded
by nerds who could only manage conversation involved the environment, the
electronics and bla bla bla. U WILL NOT SEE PRETTY STUFFS if no one are
venturing into the creative field!! Ur life will be BORING!! U WILL BE LONELY!
Then dat time u have to keep on humming to the song "Mr Lonely" by Akon.

Ok...im exaggerating here but still..."HANG HANG ZHU XUANG YAN"!! (every
field produces a hero)

But what really annoys me is dat ppl jz choose their careers blindly!
If u not suitable for the job, DONT DO IT!!U are ruining urself and worse
u may put other's ppl life in jeopardy too! For e.g doctor, if that person
really sucks to be a doctor, he will cause people die with his inability!
Dont just thik about money ok? U need to have PASSION then u can do well and
succeed! Believe me!

Ok, enough of lecturing. My bday is coming. If u dont know what to buy for
me...please consider this book below. I WILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH IF U GIVE
ME THIS BOOK. =)

totally awesome...creative yet simple to understand!! 

this ad is really sumthing!! 

hmm..the lady luk plastic 

very creative idea! 

dream

Had a very sweet dream for these two days =) At first, i dream i was dating
with someone VERY SHUAI!! BUt then interrupt by the stupid noise from TAMU!!
DAMN TAMU!! Early in the morning and use microphone to talk and wake me up
from my sweet dream? BISING EH!! Then this morning dreamt of something similar
to the first one but still sweet =) Haiz~ make me in the mood to fall in love
again! But then, people says that dream is alwayz oppossite to reality. So
that's mean my sweet dream will not come true la?! NOooo!! Whateva la..jz
blame this on lilian too..Haha

something i frew with Paint out of boredom 

boReD

Blar~ im bored!! Stare at my wallpaper, my fav model in blue and a dog beside
him. ShuaI!! I LOVE BLUE!! Wahaha!!

I have finally trim my hair! Ahh..look more shorter now and more importantly
...LIGHTER!! YEAH!!!=)

Guess what my mom jz said to me, "Aiya, quick quick finish ur a-level and find
a guy and get married instead!! I want a grandchild to hug!!" Three-lines on
my forehead. Does my mom still remember i still got OLDER BRO and SIS?? And they
are now at the "good" age to marry!! Why pick me?! As if she grant me enought
freedom to get to know "NORMAL & MATURE" guys like my fav model?! Gee, but
anywayz, i hope i can get married on 07-07-07, but dont think my prince
charming would show up before this date. WuHooo~~! I even doubt my prince
charming will EVER show Up b4 i die.

Oh yeah, saw the news abt shu xun mei, the woman who claims herself as a
"high-class pretty woman" in taiwan. She and her young boyfriend are going
to engage and they claim that they didnt have SEX yet. I would have guess
that b4 they even announce. From my own opition, that guy would go so far
jz bcuz of money? Come on la, if u are a man..GO EARN YOUR OWN MONEY!! YOU
ARE STILL YOUNG AND U R NOT CACAT!! SHAME ON YOU to give an old lady the
false belief and the unneccessary confidence?! PUII!!! Why would you put
such a disgrace to yourself?! U think it's FUN so hurt a woman's feeling
in this way?! DuH!! Even HOMER SIMPSON is better than u! Maybe u have ur
own reason behind this but anyway, this is not right!! There's gotta be a
better way than this! WheRe's UR PRIDE?! U are not a MAN anymore if u lost
"PRIDE"!!


Woo~~my blog kinda aggressive eh? This blog is meant to release anger bah!
hehe. Whateva la, lilian too is ryt abt this,

DRAGON- A 180 degree turn this year, face much difficulties.

I HATE THE CHANGE!! 2006 quicK go away! I hate you!

BleH, julian ever said Lilian too as the "big fat liar". Now i think that way
also!! Eversince my sis complain after buying Lilian Too's forecast book.
Then i finally realise. Lilian alwayz says this that direction put what what.
I tried, no luck pun!! Still single here boh!! Im not gonna fall to what she
says anymore. What a fool i am!

BleH, cant sleep!! LAY on bed makes me headache! I dun like it! Now even my
fav hobby is against me, eh? =(

Hmm...FATHER DAY COMinG! And on that day, LEEHOM having a concert at KL!!
On 20th, i suppose to be at KL! BUt hecK, not jadi boh! =( Nvm la, w/o my
sis going would be no fun also. Hehe..so i jz "zi wo sui mian" that this
offer never occured b4.

REwinding my memory to when i was young, there was once i lied to my bro. I
told him that there was a HUGE spider in the bathroom. Then he dare not go to
the bathroom for the day untill my mom convinced him the spider is gone. Hehe.

Then there was a time when i was hanging out with my cousins in kuching. We
buy the "Roller Coaster" snacks that is ring-shaped and we insert it to every fingers
of ours. My cousin alwayz ask me not to eat first but i just couldnt resist
the temptation. Gee, i miss them, miss their dog, miss their house. But we
have all grown up and i heard that one of them is very rebellious now. Gee,
I MISS THEM!! I only love my relatives on my mother's side. Hate the relatives
on my father's side!! Eventho i dont KNOW them at all!! But i still got reasons
to HATE them!

i want pretty legs!!

My legs' base are so painful after standing so long at last nite's fellowship.
PAIN!!!!

Went to guardian jz now, looking for cream that can heals my mosquitoes scars
on my legs. Saw one by cocoa brands with the name "Scars serum", it's in a
VERY SMALL bottle and u know how much it cost? FREAKING B$40++!! OwwWh.
Being a poor student, it didnt buy it tho. Guess the scars have to stay
with me for quite a period again!! NO!! I hate this scars! Curse those
mosquitoes!! These days the mini skirts are so damn PRETTY!! I WANNA WEAR
THEM!! That's why im so eager to get rids of these scars that have stay on my
legs for ALL MY GROWING YEARS!! Curse the mosquitoes!!

Anywayz, i bought a lotion that cost B$2.40. I gave B$10 note to her and she
give me B$7.00 change. BLUR~~!! Where's my coins leh?! So i remind the girl,
she realise it and went to look for help. AduH, jz open the cashier again la!
So simple! Then another girl come and open the cashier and gave me the change.
Apparently, that gal is new there. But what trouble me is that went i ask her
abt a products at first, i speak to her in english and she reply me in malay.
Sensing that she not a good english speaker, i tried to speak my broken malay
with her. Then gave up, my malay so lame..in the end, i jz speak english la.

BLar, hate world cup! Now i terpaksa have to watch the drama "my family" and
"prince turns to frog" at repeat time! HATE WORLD CUP!! HATE FOOTBALL!!!

complaining abt sales girl

I really hate when the salegirl come and disturb when i just stop and glance
at the products. I know they are tired and have sales expectation to keep up
to BUT we being as a nice customer would like u to take ur rest and we can
just serve ourself, okay? And dont u realise ur service towards us are actually
annoying me? I have to put up a fake smile and answer ur every question. Putting
a fake smile isnt easy for me at all, ya noe?! My face being so fat esp ard the
cheek, it's a torture to lift my cheeks and put a fake smile on you. You dont
even know how i tiring it is to have a fat face. What annoys me the most is
that they alwayz intro me NOT GOOD products to me.( Yeah, i know dats why markets
are putting salegirls for it) And worse, they LIE to you!! There was once when
i was looking for DOVE CONDITIONER and a salegirl ask me what i looking for.
So i said, "DOVE," then as usual she start intro some LAME conditioner to me.
She LIED to me that this freaking conditioner is more cheaper then DOVE and
it's quality is the same as DOVE!!She also said that she use it herself and its
nice and bla bla bla.She talked a lot you see, i dont want her
efforts to be wasted. Sales girl are very kesian to me and so i buy it!!
Went home and tried and that conditioner is THE WORST CONDITIONER dat i doubt
wether it is true o not dat is actually is a conditioner?! IT only making my
hair worst i tell ya! It's not smooth at all when u apply it to ur hair!! Cb sales
girl!!

Still, i always fell into their traps and end up buying useless lame things.
I feel guilty for not buying their products when they waste so much saliva
on you. And i know how desperate they are to increase their sales. If sales not
good then kena marah by their boss. Very kesian you know!!

visitin clinic

After 5 days of stomach-ache, i finally set foot on the clinic this morning.
Was kinda surprised when the nurse spoke to me in CHInese!! Yeah, dat nurse
is a chinese. then went to see the doctor, the doctor like somehow "took my
prob lighty" and just "simply" give me some medicines. And heck, the medicines
are bitter!! YucK!! More prefer pink cherry-flovored medicine that we took when
we are still a child. Nice i tell ya! haha.

After that, went out the clinic and saw a begger half-laying on the entrance.
He didnt bugged me though. He asked for a cig from a stranger standing near him.
At first, the stranger couldnt hear what he says. so the begger use actions
to explain. The stranger then says,"Ceh! I dont smoke pun!" Shame on the
begger!! Leading such a life still want to smoke ar?! Shame on you begger!!
But i know he is kesian somehow, no one lead him to the proper path and yet
he have to live in such a devastated state. Whatsoever, smoking is wrong!!
Says no to smoking!!

Ay, been sleeping most of the time(partly bcuz it could ease my pain) so bored =( I wana watch "eastern juliet"
and "it all started with a kiss"!! Who got the drama eh?

What's worse to this holidays, we have phy extra class! 830 to 1130pm agen!
3 hrs aRR??!!! Crazy beh!! It's way too extra liao ba?! Can use this tym to
watch concert liao eh!! sigh..i have extra-class phobia already. Lucky, maths
extra-class have been cancelled bcuz the tcher lazy.

2 days ago, went out to buy something and saw the legendary tcer, mr.N
standing so lonely near the road. If i didnt know him, i would thought he's
a very kesian jobless a-pek. Sorry, im not trying to insult him ar! Hehe

So the world cup fever is on and im so NOT interested in it. Blame the
advertisment, anything is associated the football...and could i not sick
of football in this way? They are making me hate football!! Sorry, no
offences to football fans ya? Peace.

Why to bruneians like enigneering so much? WHY???!!! Do you know your
favorism is hindering me to become an advertising designer!! NOO!!!
So many contruction company is blooming here and there's only 2 or 3
ad company in brunei!! Aiyo, and there's so little college and uni nearbly
actually offering this course!! If only, finacial problem is not the factor,
then i could fly to UK! And i work in Taiwan! I want jay and leehom to be in
my designed ad! Wahaha!! But i can do is pray, pray, PRAY real hard!!!!
Please pray for me too, my friends =P

duno what title to put here

Today so many couples get married.But hey, isnt it better to get married on
07-07-2007? Maybe i could choose dat eh? Haha...

Today is my bro's bday! HappY Bday to him. Wish him stay slim all the time.
dun get into my dad's shape!! wahaha!!

Been thinking this question...

Why do people smoke? My answer will be "Bcuz they are immature"

A mature person will think of the negative effect it would bring to the
family. Note: Chain smokers have more higher chance of getting cancer!!

A mature person will know smoking is just a waste of money. It's better use
to donate to the charity instead.

A mature person will not put his own life and others' at risk.

An immature person will think smoking is cool and attempt it.
An immature person will smoke due to peer pressure.
An immature person will smoke due to pressure. There are better ways to relieve stress!

Whateva the reasons, SMOKING SUCKS!! Smokers are just plain immature!!

no one is perfect

im not perfect..but we can shape ourself to nearly perfect. Just by following the words of God. =)

Jz few minutes ago, i came to realise my "ideal" person is not what i expected. Jz by looking at that habit already ruined all his image. So no one is perfect. But who is nearly perfect? I guess its hard to meet such a person. Gee, what d heck am i toking abt?

IM damn bored! These few days i hardly study chem! Just by staring at the notes already make me headache and stress. Whateverla , jz simply do d AS also la. Haiz~ no mood ar!
I need someone to save me out of boredom! SAVE ME!!!

dum dum

Watched "Kumar and Harold" (not sure the title correct o not) at starmovie last night. Funny but it's so lame. SO many parts on marijuana. Hey! Bring bad influences to the kids eh! Blar!

AS haiz~ 2 paper and feel lyt wat alredi. CAnt get A or B liao ehz! Shang Xin!

Anywayz, im bored...and try to post some cute guys with cute smiles.

伊朗少女判絞刑 選美皇后跨海救

前加拿大選美皇后，納姍妮賈姆卸下昔日光環，正努
力不懈，搶救一名即將步上絞刑
台的伊朗少女。這名18歲的少女，在反抗3名強暴犯
時，持刀殺死其中一人，結果被
當局以謀殺罪，判處死刑。為了挽救少女的生命，出
身伊朗的前加拿大小姐，挺身而
出，上網發起連署，為少女請命。

2003年世界小姐選美大賽中，榮獲亞軍的加拿大小
姐，納姍妮，卸下了世姐光環後，
現在要搶救一名伊朗少女的生命。

這名伊朗少女，今年18歲，跟加拿大選美佳麗，名字
一模一樣，都叫納姍妮， 伊朗少
女，去年遭到3名男子性侵害，為了抵抗自衛，她拿刀
殺死其中一名歹徒，沒想到在伊
朗，她卻以謀殺罪名，即將被判處絞刑

前加拿大小姐納姍妮賈姆：「她的名字也叫納姍妮，設
身處地想，如果我留在伊朗，遭
遇這件事的可能是我。」原籍伊朗的加拿大選美皇后，
對伊朗少女的遭遇，感同身受。

她自掏腰包，幫伊朗少女請來辯護律師，要為她抗辯
到底。
納姍妮賈姆：「這起案件，不是僅僅關乎一名伊朗婦
女，而是關乎人道。」

根據伊朗法規，女性9歲以上，就可以因為謀殺，被判
死刑，儘管她是出於自衛，伊朗
的法律，卻不站在女生這一邊。 移民律師阿茲穆德：
「如果納姍妮被殺害，那個男人
絕對不會被判死刑，因為他的命，比納姍妮值錢！」

也就是因為這樣，加拿大選美皇后要動員國際力量，
一起來拯救這名伊朗少女。
納姍妮賈姆：「如果有足夠的人參與，採取行動，或許
她能重獲自由。」

除了聘請律師，選美皇后還為伊朗少女，架設了專門
網站，有選美皇后的知名度當後
盾，立刻湧進全世界各地的支持聲浪，大家共同連
署，希望從絞刑台上，把這名伊朗少
女給拯救下來。
＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿
＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

你可以伸手，一起協助救她 ！

請到這個網址連署網址：
http://www.petitiononline.com/Nazanin/petition.html
進入那個頁面，選擇第一行右邊的Sign the petition,
在第一欄填入你的英文名字，在第二欄填入你的
email

按最下面的 "Preview Your Signature"鍵，進入下一
個畫面之後
選擇下方的 "ApproveSignature"就可以了.

這份請願書的請願對象是聯合國秘書長安南，以及聯
合國人權委員會，請他們施壓給伊
朗政府, 拯救這個女孩.

在伊朗，法庭並不認可這是正當自衛, 而以殺人罪辦
她，在當時，她若不自衛，因為伊
朗是個極端保守的回教國家，她跟她的表妹將會因為
發生婚外性行為而監禁，鞭打，
甚至被眾人用石頭打死.

目前這份請願書只有130208個簽名，聯合國每天收到
的請願很多，不一定來得及辦每一
件，伊朗又是個極端保守回教國家，如果聯合國給的
壓力不夠強大，伊朗政府是不會甩
聯合國的.

要救這個女孩, 有三個事非發生不可：

1、聯合國收到很大的輿論壓力，非做不可

2、聯合國讓伊朗政府感受到很大很大的壓力，迫使他
們改變態度
(伊朗目前的執政黨,是極端宗教保守份子)

3、輿論都很關心這件事，有國際人道團體出面，妥善
安排這個女孩出獄後的未來生活
不論留在伊朗，或去願意收容她的國家，這三件事要
發生，必須要很多很多很多很多很
多人一起來參與不可.

上面那個網站, 是一個專供請願的網站，你的email會
僅供這個請願用，存放在一個安全
的伺服器，並不會被公開,，不會有被寄垃圾信的風
險.

請你伸伸手，當我們在享受自由平安的生活時，花個
三十秒，就可以出一份力，救一個
面臨死亡的女孩，在極端回教國家，像巴基斯坦、伊
朗....，女性的角色都很悲慘，許多
女人被強暴之後，只能在暗夜裡哭泣，而家族裡的男
人就去強暴施暴者家族的其他女人
作為報復，非常可怕的惡性循環，受害者就是許許多
多的女性.

巴基斯坦去年也有個類似的案例 ：有個勇敢的女孩，
在被強暴之後勇敢站出來控告施
暴者，她在國內被壓迫，後來因為國外的輿論強大，
連美國國務卿萊絲都被震動，施展
強大壓力給巴基斯坦總統穆巴拉克，讓原本對傳統風
俗睜一隻眼閉一隻眼的巴基斯坦政
府不得不正視這件事，並且檢討回教法庭的一些判
刑，才救了那個女孩，才讓更多受害
女孩站出來，才對該國的男人們產生一些嚇阻作用
(法庭會辦人喔...).

你所做的，並不會只救一個女孩，甚至進而有機會去
改變伊朗政府對女性被強暴的態
度，拯救許多未來也可能遇到這種事情的女孩.

如果你願意，除了伸手請願之外，請把這封email寄給
更多人，發揮來自世界各國的力
量，用幾十萬幾百萬的壓力，讓聯合國進來關心這件
事. 謝謝！

World Vision

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Then u shud spend it on something more useful like SPONSORING A CHILD. Like this, u are helping a child living in poverty.

With only RM50 monthly, then u can improve a child's living condition. Isnt dat great? WHY SPONSOR? Bcuz there's are others who are not as fortunate as u to have clean water to drink, receive a good education, have good food to eat and etc.

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SuPPorT World Vision!!!

funny interview eh?

people are so curious abt brunei.

another goh's preview

Shuai o not?



Gosh, i think im addicted to youtube liao. Hehe

romantic

This is something i extracted from reader digest...romantic!!

REcently i spoke to a man whose wife of 60 years was suffering from advanced Alzheimer's disease. He came to visit her every day and hold her hand. "She's been my friend since high school," he told me. "We made a promise to stick together." Now, that's a love story.

How lucky is this old lady! too bad she dont know how lucky she is.

Goh's "eastern juliet" ad

Wow!!!

heaven is so real! 

Heaven is so real!

Read a book recently titled "Heaven is so real!" and i strongly recommend it to every christians and free-thinkers. This book somehow touched my soul and it changed my life in a way. Heaven really exists!! Ad if u think all good people go to Heaven when they die, u are wrong. Not all ppl goes to heaven when they die.
Check this book out and find out why. For more info, check this site out, www.choothomas.com. =)

Gary..hot body eh? 

May has finally arrive!

Yes, changed to another blogskin again. This is bcuz the previous blogskin make me so sesak. it took the whole century to load the background.

today dunno why i feel a lil' bad mood. Kinda frus also, bcuz i think i wont get the thing i wanted. So yeah. Chat with twi (the prodigits's chatrobot) and it's so stupid, giving stupid response...making me more stress. Hope in the future we dont have much robots like twi. That's is unless u want to raise ur blood pressure to the max. Dude.

Read the news on BB yesterday abt a 33 yr old man marries a 104 yr old lady. Dude!!! 104 yr old!! i wonder what make her so attractive to this young "didi"?
Wow..they prove that age is not a factor and love have no barriers eh? I feel more like a failure after i read the news. A grandma also got tao-fa..but how
come wo yi tou tao-fa also mei you de? Weird!

If u have read "memoirs of a geisha" then you will understand what's "eel" and a "cave" means. So since i alwayz swear by saying cb, maybe i shud change it into another way. Instead of saying cb, maybe i could say "Cave!" or in chinese "Sang dung!" Then if we want to describer a f*cker, we could say "Caver" or "eeler"?

my current obssesion is gary 曹格's album.

Favourite songs are superwoman, fall in love, 笑我笨.

I somehow find that gary look like raymond in Tension. So cute when they smiles.

man who plays piano is really damn SHUAI!! 

anna j is bacK!

GosH, it's been a long while since my last update. Did anyone miss me? Hehe

Anywayz, what drive me to update again is THIS WONDERFUL BLOGSKIN!!
OmG!! Damn pretty and perfectly suits my taste. These days im so fond of chineseelegant styles esp with d plum flowers. Thankz to jaY and leehom, they ared one who makes me realise the beauty of OUR chinese arts!!

And again, by the influences of JaY, i started to like antique stuff too. And now i finally understands why some ppl r so fond of antiques. Also, the mid-century arts! Esp the church or gospel paintings..OmiGosH! THe arts areso fine and lively...if u observe deeply enuf, the shading and colours...are So PRETTY!!
GosH, wish i could have these paintings in my room.

HeY u noe what? Im now alredi an elect! YeaH! and going to baptise this easter!YaY!! Too bad my "ex"-godmother cant be with me. :( But hey, maybe she'sbetter alredi during easter? Hehe.. :) MaY God bless her! Amen!

Well, some ppl may not realise how "xin fu" they are and alwayz take things for granted. HeY if u r one of those who alwayz look life in an awful way,dont let down! Dont see the things u have lost, see the things u have! Andbe grateful! We shud alwayz feel grateful u noe, then our lifes will be easier and happier! Ryt? Dont wait till the moment u lose something baru u starts cursing ur fate and watsoeva. Be wise!! -End of my preaching- Hehe ;P