Sunday, July 29, 2007

update 29 july

I suppose to feel happy for her but somehow i feel kinda sad tho cuz of my own selfishness. Why leh? Cuz this means there less and less time i can spend time wit her :( Does this sounds lesbian in anyway? LOL, im not lesbian la!! Sigh, her bf dont seems very friendly to me i duno y. The 1st time i saw him was like "oo..not bad!" and for the 2nd time i was like, "Err..same person ka? Why so different from the 1st time i see him?" Wahaha..so sarcastic again me =P

something kinda sadden me. last last sunday as i pass by someone, he look at me and i look at him. Under the very bright reflective sunlight i tried to forced a smile. And guess what? HE CANT RECOGNISE ME!! I quickly take back my smile and speed back home. Vey very heart-broken leh! Blah! I hate this!

Anyways, HAPPY SCHOOLINGS TO ALL UBD peeps!! Please dont forget me when u all back on weekends =)

Friday, July 13, 2007

inevitable

I feel so down!

Inevitable..this feeling is haunting me again. Sigh..when will the solution to this problem be solved? but this seems so so so impossible.

I guess this feeling will forever be glued to me. and dont understand why, is this a curse or something? when i thought my solution has come..yet it is gone..i dun even know if i can find it again. so close yet so far. it feels so sucks!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

ahhh!!

Stress ah!! So many work to do..when i thought i can relax then many piles of work come towards me again...blar! Tired ah!! No mood to work liao esp when my salary keeps on delaying.
Tell me how to have mood when there's no money eh?

Anyway, 30 seconds to mars album rocks! They are in the same positions as MCR in my heart liao. 30 seconds to mars performance in mtv's aus music award totally rocks!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

my dream

I had this dream few days ago. it was about my ex-working place. In my dream i dream that he boss fire all the designers and the clerk too. But she didnt fire one of the designer to my surprise cuz the designer is kinda lazy. Then she hire 2 very handsome designers. That's is my dream. To my surprise, the next day when i go lunch wit my ex-colleuges. She told me that the malay designer has left the job that day and she is going to change job soon. And there are two new designers working there as attachments. Wow, my dream can predicts the future! Well, only predicts my ex-working place future only i guess. Wahaha

777

today is such a pretty date! 777! I like it! Complain to my mother dat i tak sempat kahwin on this date and she was laughing so hard at me. By the way, there are so many couples kahwin today!! Really envy them la!!! Blar!!

Well this morning is not so fortunate for some ppl, cuz there's a car crash near wisma yakin today.
it is so terrible when i pass by it. The glass were scattered everywhere and was crashed badly. One of the passenger was my SA junior lagi. The 1st thought that come to my mind when i see the car crash scene is "Oh shit! So many glass! Better dun flatten my tyres!" Anyway, lucky my tyres are not flatten tho. Phew.

Another funny thing this morning is when i was at the petrol station, i tell the guy "Lima ringgit, hijau" and give him the keys with the money also. Then when he come back, i was looking for my prepared five dollars. I was so blur! So i asked him, "Aku sudah bayar ka?" And the guy was so honest and said yes. He even confirm with the other worker! So funny la. Dun understand why my memory is getting so bad these days!

On the journey back home, i saw my liang chai!!! SO SHUAI!! even he is driving buruk car but still shuai!! I terus scream when he drive past me!! IM SO HAPPY U KNOW!! It's been so long that i haven see him. Blar~~

I need to cuci my mata more... =)

Monday, July 02, 2007

random

I feel so so lazy to go to work now. This is the same feeling as going to school everyday. wakes up early and hoping it's evening liao so u can go home. Bla..wat a routine.

Today's 2nd of july! And ppl got their pay liao but me haven!! Bla...am thinkin of buying so many things. but usually in the end i tak sanggup use my hard-earned money liao. Haha.

Sigh. What happen to the chinese pop industry ah? why its seems like no good songs coming out lately? Cant wait for my Jay to release his album! and the super hot Leehom too!

My dad is just like a kid, he always like to brag abt his pendrive to me. Then he adds, "u got no pendrive ah?" with dat very happy face. Three lines on my forehead. then yesterday my dad bought me a pendrive! Cute! He keeps insisting that this pendrive got light when u insert to the usb port. Then i was like..-_- . Yes, my dad is really like a kid. Cute eh?