need to re-new?

question mark

Want to know but kiah kiah the truth will bleed. will the truth be told in "pupus" lyric?

all the Sssss...

Im stressed out with all the assignments. I hate this design and management course! We are computer student and y are we given so many assignments on that? Stress gila i trying to figure out all those business thingy and doin all that researches on the industry. T_T

I really hate those unconsiderate bitch! Everytime im sleeping she come to my room, talk loud loud and her foot-step so sibeh loud. I had been woken up by her for so many times can?! She knows im sleeping there and still behave like this. Fucking bitch. THIS IS MY ROOM DAMMIT!

Haiz~ the sien-ness is getting back at me lagi. I going siao!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go home! :,(

stop and stare

ni kan wo

wo kan ni

ni yu kan wo

wo yu kan ni

zhe zong guang shi yao dao zi shi?

Need to re-new myself!

I always wanted to update my blog but this "lazy disease" is eating me up again. Just like what happened in those secondary days when everything i always push to the last minute. Haiz~ i trying my best to re-generate myself esp my brain! Cant really concentrate in this semester and my brain is so rusty! Falling way behind in stat man! I almost forget everything i learn back in F6! DAmn! Plus plus, if calculating part still okla but need to do conclusion and comparison! Adeh, i really sucks at it! Apa is std deviation also blur blur neh. T_T And when it comes to algorithm, more worse! Simple question also cant do eh...mati lo. Me n coursemate always stare at the question then say "Ay, just wait for tcher answer la!". How pathetic we are, know how to write C++ but when in psuedocode...DIE!!! LOL

Apart from that, got this feeling that i need to move away ASAP. Well, some of u may have know what is it la. Haiz~ y am i always put in this uncertain situation?! I need to get out, it really make me so emo..esp when listen to my lau kong's songs and esp "im not worthy" song. Geez, he really sings me feeling out. U are way too fabulous JAY!! Anyway I need to use this energy to focus on something more productive instead. Sien. May God bless me in this. Amen.

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Having this mixed feeling again. Something seems so fake and make me wanna bang it real hard to the floor. Besides i not so sure what is so fake. Aduh, am i over expose to negativity or what?
Blah blah blah!

Someone please cheer me up!

inevitable

I feel so down!

Inevitable..this feeling is haunting me again. Sigh..when will the solution to this problem be solved? but this seems so so so impossible.

I guess this feeling will forever be glued to me. and dont understand why, is this a curse or something? when i thought my solution has come..yet it is gone..i dun even know if i can find it again. so close yet so far. it feels so sucks!